Thursday, November 12, 2009

my prayer

I thought I'd share my prayer.  As much as I have been questioning all of my beliefs, I never stopped praying.  Katelyn and I say our prayers (almost) every night.  I asked her what she's thankful for that day and it's always something different.  Sometimes mommy and daddy.  Sometimes random cousins, an aunt, an uncle, a pretty day, and recently her Dora phone.  We always ask God to watch over Andrew and make sure he's happy and safe. 

I also have a special prayer that I don't say with Katelyn.  I found something similiar online after loosing Andrew.

"God, I always thought I would hold my son on my lap and tell him about you.  Now I'm asking if you will hold him on your lap and tell him about me"

3 comments:

  1. Oh Kerry--that prayer is heart wrenching. I am really struggling with prayer. I talk to Chase more than anything. But thank you for sharing this.

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  2. I realize I need to edit this post. It's totally not true!! When I say that I never stopped praying...I certainly DID stop praying on my own. I never stopped having Katelyn pray, but I just recently started working on my own faith. It's such a struggle.

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  3. That is a very moving prayer...

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