This pregancy is very different than my first two. I am scared, nervous, and very cautiously excited. I go back and forth about growing attached to the baby.
Sometimes I think I don't want to find out the sex. I try not to get excited. I don't want to grow attached, risk going through the same level of heartache.
Other times I want to get attached as possible. I think about getting a 3d sonogram and recording it. I would love to have that of Andrew. I know Andrew was alive and well. I felt him all of the time. I would love to have that sonogram video so that others can see him alive as well.
All I do know is that pregnancy feel very different that the other two.
