I thought I'd share my prayer. As much as I have been questioning all of my beliefs, I never stopped praying. Katelyn and I say our prayers (almost) every night. I asked her what she's thankful for that day and it's always something different. Sometimes mommy and daddy. Sometimes random cousins, an aunt, an uncle, a pretty day, and recently her Dora phone. We always ask God to watch over Andrew and make sure he's happy and safe.
I also have a special prayer that I don't say with Katelyn. I found something similiar online after loosing Andrew.
"God, I always thought I would hold my son on my lap and tell him about you. Now I'm asking if you will hold him on your lap and tell him about me"
Oh Kerry--that prayer is heart wrenching. I am really struggling with prayer. I talk to Chase more than anything. But thank you for sharing this.
ReplyDeleteI realize I need to edit this post. It's totally not true!! When I say that I never stopped praying...I certainly DID stop praying on my own. I never stopped having Katelyn pray, but I just recently started working on my own faith. It's such a struggle.
ReplyDeleteThat is a very moving prayer...
ReplyDelete